just today

I don´t know what to say, things are so difficult, it´s now 5 a.m. and I am up, visited yesterday a friend, was quite alright, but still I cannot deal with the people on the streets, they are so different from me, and in bus or so, I just don´t know how to behave, get last night late to sleep, listened to some music, had again emotional grave problems. well a new day, a new misery. that´s seems to has been my motto for just too long! harry