K.

it´s becoming now clear that me and K. are not coming together! It´s a hard fact I have to accept and I am having hard fights with myself accepting this, I only can leave a memory on her mind, that´s all I am supposed to do, I am sure that I will not meet such a girl for a long time! It´s a real hardship I am going through, unusual to other hardships withoiut any chance of getting better.

in the middle of the night
I woke up
and saw you face crying, I dead!