why get confused?

Why get confused when things in life turns the way you don´t want? we are living in odd times, where personal success counts above all measures. everyone tries to get more in this run for wealth, reputation, education whatever it is called. I don´t really feel comfortable in this world. I don´t think I ever gonna feel comfortable in this world. So many things are not real, are made for little kids. so many people feel mature, without being it. I openly confess I give a shit on education by people I meet, because I belong to a part of the society, where everyday is a fight for surviving, for not getting angry, loosing control and so on. I judge people not by their words , but by their actions, you have no other choice if you are in my position, you cannot effort it mentally to be betrayed, I have not a golden american express card, with which I can buy me stuff to get distracted. to be true I see no more challenge in doing what society what´s me to, but I want to be challenged. so much for now, if you don´t wanna get frutrated like that, better think eriously on what you are doing, fast comes the point where you feel burned out! harry