love

why does we also hunt after love? I am sick of that. but beeing sick of that is not the solution, I think so. I wanted always to have a girl as friend! because then your friendship can also contain tenderness, but nowadays people are all like samurais, take or leave it , is their motto! go to bed with a women you like or do not care about here! to be true, I could never establish in real life a friendship with a women, and I was have the feeling that would have been a great source of happiness, but what can I do?? harry