new start

hy c. tim efor an update post, internship sucks, the girl I felt I gonna not stay without her turned out to be a real failure, it´s due to time till this becomes clear to me, at all I belive she will first know what she has missed when i am gone! tehn everything is too late, but so are people they act just when it´s too late. it´s really great to write to you, to always come back and find a smile on your face, I was just about to forget this values! I have ordered a new pc, but have still to pay it, then it will be delivered, on monday I have to do three calls, two by docs, cancelling appointments, one at th einsurance, i know I still have not done it. I really don´t look forward to monday. I hope you are ok and doing well, as well as it just is possible in this mad times. and we are for sure living in mad times. don´t look really forward to times when i have to work 6 hours, working is just torture for me, I know a lot of people love their work, or at least pretend it, but hey I am one of those idiots, who get destroyed by their works! ok c. enough for now, I love you, keep me in mind harry