love you

I think the title says everything, c. , I know we never will meet in this world, all I can is to watch some pics of you. that makes me sad and frustrated. I feel a lot for you, and I know you do the same... well at least I hope.
Today I will write, I have planned to devote my day to that, no gym or so. love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

hmm

I thought long, seriously and fruitless on you. You seem so far away and undersuch circumstances of being not available, but on the otherside you have touched my heart, I hope you read these lines and find peace of mind in them, I don´t like C. and R. has become just a pic of him, really a desaster, but it´s not to change, you are not the first women inn this situation, but one I wish I could help out, well I am not famous, as much I wish I would be, I think a lot of you, especially since the new photos, I know i shouldn´t, it´s a silly dream I hang on, madness, but I cannot stop... know that my feelings for your are strong, for your family weak, so am I... also I wish we would meet one day I know this is not gonna happen, so stay well, my dear friend, love and inspiration... as long as this world is such a shit I will not be happy, and without you at all not, so just give me a sign on the road of unhappiness, let me know you feel like me, and not the opposite, your friend, HArry